STAYING PUT

Well well well…the website is staying put for the duration until renewal time in October. Why did I change my mind?

I will be blunt as always.

Depression is crippling, so is anxiety. And when I feel like there’s no hope, I can say drastic things. No, I will never ever hurt myself in any capacity. I’m not that stupid. I have said dumb things though, to which I own up. And in this case, I own up…

Granted, websites don’t really matter too too much these days, unless you’re a giant corporation or a huge band like Metallica. Little locals like me, well, let’s be honest…I will always be at the bottom of everyone’s totem pole. That’s just the cold hard facts, and not said to look for sympathy. I am painfully aware of whatever stature I have in the music world.

I chat with an agent here at WordPress and he said I should wait until it’s near renewal time to downgrade my plan. I won’t lose as much as I thought. Thinking very realistically, what’s the point of spending over $125 when I can spend $60-75 tops? Still a decent chunk of change but I have some peace of mind (piece of mind?) and can pretend that four of you still like me and this site.

I am going to totally revamp the site, and hope for the best. I only did this a year or so ago, and am already bored of it. Plus the banner sits still while the page moves…no bueno! It’s very distracting to me and everyone.

So whatever changes I make, hope you like them. And please continue your support, it means a great deal to me.

Depression can kiss my ass.